There is a song playing through another wall.. and meanwhile my soul is flying high and slowly touching the moment of beauty.

This is an endless road- you know it, and we all go on searching. So do I - I am going back to India. Again and again. To see the places and moments from the past and celebrate the Here And Now! To enter churches and temples, to ride in crowded busses, that will bring me closer and closer to myself.

One thing, that night stroke me - she said, that we all meet God through our fathers. And it stopped me for a while and kept me thinking..

So while the leaves are slowly loosing the beautiful color in my streets, I am leaving on a jet plane...

The gold.

Did I wake up again in an endless field of some already known non-existence?

Difficult to touch it.
Strange.
Should I?
Well, I was thinking were do all our dreams go? Where lives the freedom of my dreams and all those realities?
And then I was thinking where do all the people go? - Where do we all live? Surrounded by our own fears, extasies and loneliness..

I hugged a dog today, and its eyes were full of love. So I was thinking how does it look in Dogs' Heaven?

The church behind my garden looks beautiful, even though - always closed for me.
But while every night I wake up in the middle of the beauty, my trees are getting colored. It is the autumn I love. The autumn comes to paint my streets and forests.
And I love.
It is the gold.
It is the gold of the moment!

Champagne, stars and wonderful people

Sun was shining and I was woken up by candlelight and cake, just like in my childhood.
Coffee on the beach and the whole day full of sun, laughter and joy..
Again and again I was thinking, that life, no matter what, is only and all about people. Nothing else. About remembrance of the small things, that make a big difference.


All about the nightwalk in dunes, about cooking food, drinking champagne, making music and feeling loved.
Feeling special.


There are moments when it is very hard. And in those exact moments you feel how much you have been taken care of.
When your heart is wide open, life can come in.
And it does.
And you can see. One is never alone...

A kiss of life.

There must have been an angel by my side...

What a wonderful World...

Saab rally

The beauty of the faraway places and old memories...

God is not a person
but the ultimate sense of well-being,
the ultimate sense of being at home,
the ultimate sense that
"I belong to this World
and this World
belongs to me.."

/Osho/

This is going to be the first day of the rest of my life...

so many places we've never been to

Autumn is arriving to my streets.
A frozen kiss through the glass window..

!

1 Corinthians 13

Still thinking about love.
Can't get out of my mind the writing on the wall of an old building in a small medieval city.
Love is all around us. In everything we do, in everything we touch in everything that we ARE.

The sky is like a painting, and when I open my eyes, every morning again and again.. I am so touched of this whole endless beauty...

I am walking the roads of the unknown. Living the moments of an endless decision-making and things letting go.. Learning to let go.
Sometimes I don't get where the moment is taking me.
Most of the times.
Every decision, every crossroad I am taking.
Every step.
Every word..

An endless peace

I was driving my car through the melancholic greyness of an endless road. And the silverness of it made me being able to sense every nuance of the sky. The same sky that is above you and me and every single person, and creature on this Earth.
Yet so different for each of us.
For me this time it was a long silent conversation with myself.
Just observing the birds and feeling an endless peace...

Love never ends..

..

Touching the simplicity of the existance..

The Beauty

The morning wakes me up in a room above some lonely street.
The sun pulsates right into my window and I can clearly feel the touch of its warmth on the very surface of my skin..
A new day has begun!

Mirage

After the rain is gone.

I will wake up.
With my eyes wide open.
Somewhere on the green grass...
And under the blue sky...

Stillness..

The last couple of mornings I have been waking up by sun softly touching the very surface of my skin.. And it makes me every now and then realizing that there has never been any other reality...

Spending these days on the lonely beach every grain of sand recalled in my memories the vibes of so many summers. The arrival of endless warm nights by the sea and bohemian days in the wilderness.
You know, when I cross the dunes and breath in the salty air from the sea, I know - I know very clearly: there is no other end and no other beginning. And I keep on thinking - what is this all about? What about the smell, forgotten emotions and never-ending dreamcomtrues... Where is the meeting point of so many memories and dreams? Have you experienced all the beauty of it?

Do you know, that all this while
our Mother Earth is
staying still...

Even though
we are
so much
existing :)

Riding in the sun :)

A good friend of mine told me yesterday that the biggest difference between a car and motorcycle is that a car is taking your body around, while a motorcycle is taking your soul around...
And I feel it :)